words weave an enchantment which holds my heart
even as it is exploding
songs wash through long tendrils of thought
revealing my naked eyes
I glimpse fishes in the rippling light
moving my heart with a rhythm that has no words
silvering through golden reflections
the distant shore
my tender face
lost and found
I am every rippling I have seen
and felt
and read about
I am an ocean of ripples
currents of liquid light
silence pours through me
the trees part
shaft of light ripples on one leaf
suspended
softly
falling
my feet
essence of words cannot be distilled and drunk
they drink me and spin me into unspeakable beauty
words read silence into my heart
stillness rippling
.
flush of roses
reveals our
tender transparency
beyond the infinite flavors of scarlet
memories flood our hearts…
where do colors bloom?
they slide through the lines
though the wings
of our eyes
midnight
sounds of the empty street
your heart
beating
memory
rushing
your fingers in far away light
your eyes wrapped in long ago moon
.
capsized by the weight of a million moons
drowned in acres of ancient sunlight
washed ashore
bathed
in a new light
born of pain
born of love
infusing your precious eyes
.
you cannot find the silence
the stillness
the love
you seek…
trying to scoop the calm out of still water
creates the living
the rippling
reflecting your hungry eyes
and the canyons behind you,
a path wandering
through a mystery of unknowing…
the ground seems solid enough
the waters inviting
stillness is singing
‘this is your aliveness’
you cannot not bask in the flowers that hold you in their sweet embrace
you cannot not drown in the tears that taste you
or in the light that sculpts your tender fingers
that reach for the stillness
the love
that you are
.
pain pierces the outlines and in-lines of my heart
depths unfathomable
bleed me…
held in love
held in beauty
exquisitely
flocks of unseen birds rush from tree to tree
their song compels me
to look for their lines
in the leaves
falling
lanterned in sun
some are golden butterflies
rising up again….
thoughts meandering
utterly unique…
they flow from this to that
breathing
as life does
utterly naturally
as the sun sets
and rises again
love burns itself…
stillness does not reside
in
or out
it is in every thought
every sunset
every tear
every glimpse of your naked eyes
that pierces me with the sublime recognition
of our beautiful humanness
.
did you know
how I held your hand while you slept?
did I know
how much I loved you?
I never knew
how you bragged to your friends
of my poems and paintings
and how I was such a good daughter
you never said a word to me
but we said
I love you
over and over and over and over
love
never shallow
unfathomably deep
unspoken
slowly the petals
unfurl
and the hidden colors…
where is the moon tonight?
.
tears
quietly
in the golden
how large
this intimacy
we share
"love burns itself…"
stunning, this aliveness, singing...
as
"love burns itself…" ❤